im back!
Friday, April 17, 2009, 7:25 PM
hey guys.im back..
its been a while i didint post anything.
M.A.L.A.S bha..
nothing much happen in my life actually.
L.O.V.E
im wondering what does it mean?
hurting people,make your partner sad?
ive been asking that question to myself and i didnt find the answer.)):
i know this guy for about a month.and i love him as a friend.really.its becoz of im not ready for love and he's the type that i would like to have as a friend.he's funny,entertaining,plays guitar,love to sing and a good listener.
we always talk bout friendship,relationship,future and stupid stuff.theres always a topic to talk about.
one day,he ask me how i show my appreciation to my boyfriend(now,its ex-boyfriend)
then i told him..(too long,i dont wana mentioned bout it).he told me that what did i do is sweet and he wish he's my boyfriend.and i was like..,awww..we're just friends la.
from that moment,he confessed that he loves me and he really wants to be that lucky guy.
im so confused because part of me really want him in my life,but other part of me told me that im not ready for love.
i told him,we no need to rush.knows each other better then we'll think bout it.
when i know him better,i think he's not for me.he likes to forced me.im working and yet he wants me to go out with him.hey,cant you just wait and be patient?i dont have much time.i hope he understands,but unfortunately,he's not.we argue bout this small matter and to me,its childish.
i think we're better as a friend.but,he cant accept that.so,i end up our friendship.he was like pissed off and finally,he agree to end up our friendship.but,i realised that i do feel bad coz let go a friend like him.i apologized but he refused to forgive me.it seems like i have accept and get over it.
and now.he's asking me to be his friend again,and i agree coz i do love him.as a friend.
but......now he leave me without any reason.why he did that to me..?it hurts.now,i have to start all over again to forget him..huh :((
Labels: lovesucks
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*likes indie music.
*wana be a musician
*wana join a band and be the vocalist
*love my bestfriends
*aim to further my studies in music
*wana learn how to play guitar and drum
*loves orange and black
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