its been a while i didnt post anything here.nothing much happen with my life tho..but theres a moment where i cried non stop and were thinking to kill myself.i know im a grown up already.but as a normal human being..,i think i cant handle this by my own.(thanks to my friends coz being there when i need someone)


im so stressed out until i cant think anymore..my family(some of them),trying so hard to bring me down.they enjoyed watching me in this kind of situation.they keep on talking bad things bout me.seriously,if this keep on happening,i can be crazy.i had enuf.i run away from home,but no one cares.except for my cousin.she did cares bout me.i just walk out from the house and keep walking with tears.its 11pm.its dark outside,lots of boys,and im afraid.thinking what will happen to me next..



i cant walk anymore..i just sit and cry..then my cousin found me and persuade me to come home.i just cant think anymore.i keep on crying till i cant stand up by myself.im so exhausted and tired.then i reach my auntie's house and went into my cousin's room.i just lie down and cry.i texted debbra and her msgs make me cry.coz at least i know ive my friends behind my back to give me support when i need one.not to be forgotten,norida,fa,nora,khai and the others.thanks alot girls.im okay now..i love all of you.*hugs and kisses*

*likes indie music.
*wana be a musician
*wana join a band and be the vocalist
*love my bestfriends
*aim to further my studies in music
*wana learn how to play guitar and drum
*loves orange and black

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meet HAYLEY WILLIAMS,JOSH FARRO,AND THE OTHERS have a BAND new PHONE my OWN LAPTOP successful in MUSIC INDUSTRY BOOTIES HEELS CONVERSE SHOES A GUITAR DRUM SET MY OWN STUDIO